[Hi barge. Have the first ever audio transmission because Cass kind of can't bear to show her face right now. Shame will do that to you.]
Um... In Infirmary. Feel better now, not... dead, anymore.
[She has no idea what to say and that's clear in the long silence that follows. With a sigh, she makes herself continue.]
I'm sorry. To everyone I hurt, or worried. It wasn't- [She stops there, because saying it wasn't her isn't exactly true. It was her, and it will be her in the future.] I didn't mean to.
I hope you're... all okay, now. No words, for how sorry I am. None good enough. But... I am. Will understand if... Will just leave you alone. [Hopefully not forever, but Cass figures most of you need time to, you know, actually trust her again.
The feed cuts out there because really, what else is there to say to the people you tried to murder?]
Open Infirmary spam
[For the past few days of her Death Tolling, Cass has either been sleeping or pretending to sleep between fits of nausea so she didn't have to see anyone. Now, though, she's trying not to be selfish and give her friends (if she still has any) the chance to come and see her, or to give anyone who might still be angry the chance to confront her.]
Um... In Infirmary. Feel better now, not... dead, anymore.
[She has no idea what to say and that's clear in the long silence that follows. With a sigh, she makes herself continue.]
I'm sorry. To everyone I hurt, or worried. It wasn't- [She stops there, because saying it wasn't her isn't exactly true. It was her, and it will be her in the future.] I didn't mean to.
I hope you're... all okay, now. No words, for how sorry I am. None good enough. But... I am. Will understand if... Will just leave you alone. [Hopefully not forever, but Cass figures most of you need time to, you know, actually trust her again.
The feed cuts out there because really, what else is there to say to the people you tried to murder?]
Open Infirmary spam
[For the past few days of her Death Tolling, Cass has either been sleeping or pretending to sleep between fits of nausea so she didn't have to see anyone. Now, though, she's trying not to be selfish and give her friends (if she still has any) the chance to come and see her, or to give anyone who might still be angry the chance to confront her.]
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