I don't believe this place can help him. He's a monster, just like me, and he's not going to change.
I love you too. I love you so much it's painful. I don't want to say this out loud - I'm afraid I'll just hurt you or get you killed. I'm only trying because I think you need me, and I think you deserve better from me than what I've been doing.
I can't do this. I'm going to be stuck here watching all of you suffer. I hate it.
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1/2/13 18:56 (UTC)I love you too. I love you so much it's painful. I don't want to say this out loud - I'm afraid I'll just hurt you or get you killed. I'm only trying because I think you need me, and I think you deserve better from me than what I've been doing.
I can't do this. I'm going to be stuck here watching all of you suffer. I hate it.