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[Cass inhabiting the CTS isn't a new Barge occurrence, but it's not typical for her to go in looking upset and come out still... really looking upset. But here she is, sitting on the floor outside the CTS to catch her breath and wait for her legs to start working again because it's been a few hours now of nothing but punching and kicking and pushing herself so she wouldn't feel anything, but it's not really doing the job this time around.
So yeah, she's kind of brooding outside the CTS like any good Bat does after an upsetting day.]
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[She goes back into the CTS after her break, but it's still not enough. In the end she's just on her knees punching the floor until her hands are bleeding and that helps, finally. Only took her hours to get there. Finally she leaves the CTS and makes her way back home to wait for Merlin. He can fix her, her hands and her heart.
It's a bit surprising, though, that she runs into him in the hallway, him approaching the door from the other direction. Even after everything, she's able to smile when she sees him.]
Was just... gonna find you. Hi.
[Cass inhabiting the CTS isn't a new Barge occurrence, but it's not typical for her to go in looking upset and come out still... really looking upset. But here she is, sitting on the floor outside the CTS to catch her breath and wait for her legs to start working again because it's been a few hours now of nothing but punching and kicking and pushing herself so she wouldn't feel anything, but it's not really doing the job this time around.
So yeah, she's kind of brooding outside the CTS like any good Bat does after an upsetting day.]
[Private text to Dean]
Out.
[Spam for Merlin]
[She goes back into the CTS after her break, but it's still not enough. In the end she's just on her knees punching the floor until her hands are bleeding and that helps, finally. Only took her hours to get there. Finally she leaves the CTS and makes her way back home to wait for Merlin. He can fix her, her hands and her heart.
It's a bit surprising, though, that she runs into him in the hallway, him approaching the door from the other direction. Even after everything, she's able to smile when she sees him.]
Was just... gonna find you. Hi.
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13/6/13 05:45 (UTC)Spam
13/6/13 05:55 (UTC)[She shrugs, resigned to the fact. At least in Gotham she had the security of knowing he was in prison and she'd never have to see him unless she wanted to. Here, she runs the risk every day of running into him. Still, despite that, she's glad he's here. Better to have him here than back home.]
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13/6/13 05:56 (UTC)[Spam]
13/6/13 06:10 (UTC)Growing up, didn't know... violence wasn't normal. He hurt me, to teach me. Trained me... to kill.
Today? Was on network, with... flour all over face. Pretended to be good father. Cooking foods his kid liked.
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13/6/13 06:26 (UTC)[She's tried that before. It only reminds her that Father's Day is looming closer, the anniversary of the day she tried to beat her mother's name out of him and he'd wanted her to keep going until she killed him.
He'd gotten a flower instead. Bloody, broken face and a broken flower. Everything broken, all jagged edges. That's about how she feels right now.]
My problem, not yours. Don't worry. Just... rest.
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13/6/13 06:35 (UTC)Could have gone worse. [She didn't almost beat him to death, this time.] It's good, him being here. He has good warden, one who... won't give up. He'll change. He has to.
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13/6/13 06:41 (UTC)It makes his voice come out a little hoarse when he replies, like a growl in his throat.] Think I got a guess what the thing you wanted to do was. [Because for this one second, just right now, he'd like to do it, too.]
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13/6/13 06:50 (UTC)But she can't. More than that, she won't. She'll be in control now, she won't fall back on what he taught her. Barbara taught her what friendship is and that's what she picks now. Reaching out, she puts a hand on Jesse's arm and squeezes lightly, affectionately.]
Better to stay away. Won't let him... ruin everything I've done, to change.
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13/6/13 11:58 (UTC)He's grateful when she puts that soothing hand on his arm, and after a second he reaches over to take her hand and give it a return squeeze, calming down again.]
Good. That's good. [He lets out a breath, smiles.] You got the right idea.
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13/6/13 18:32 (UTC)[Snow takes one of Cass' hands and gives it a reassuring squeeze.]
And until then, you only need to worry about yourself. Whatever mistakes he may or may not make along the way are outside of your control and not your responsibility. As is anyone he might hurt in the process.
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13/6/13 23:54 (UTC)To regain such distractions from my primary functions would not be logical. I prefer to remain as I am for this reason.
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14/6/13 22:51 (UTC)I'm still sorry.
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16/6/13 00:26 (UTC)[She's trying to withdraw on him, and while he gets that too, while he'd desperately like to go rest, there are more important things right now.]
We're friends, right? [She doesn't get the chance to refuse that - she's his friend, which means that even if he thought she wouldn't agree, it doesn't change what he has to say.] That means your problems are my problems. Friends don't let friends face bullshit alone.
I don't let friends face bullshit alone.
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19/6/13 02:46 (UTC)