Second Unused Utility Belt | Video

[hellofist]

[Today, Cass is dressed like a normal person. She's sitting in the cafeteria with a mug of tea, perched in a chair with her knees drawn up to her chest and her oversized sweater pulled over them so she's just a blob of blue fabric with arms. Even the hood is up. With her chin on her knees and her eyes on the tea, she speaks to the comm quietly.]

Had all the words. Could make them, if I wanted. Could write. Talked normal. Was normal.

Couldn't see bodies talking. Didn't need. [Her fist comes up to rub at her temple.] Makes headaches, now.

Does that... happen a lot? Was confusing. Was not fun.

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[hellofist]

[She might cry just from how relieved she is. She was so sure this would be the end of everything. That on top of the confusion of all these feelings being brought back up, just how broken she really is, was so much to have to cope with.]

Okay... Are you okay?

[ichoosefight]

I'm just fine. Who I turned into, she didn't get into much trouble.

[hellofist]

What'd she do?

[She's trying to follow Steph's example, say she instead of you or I. It's easier to think about it if she pretends it wasn't actually her doing all those things.]

[ichoosefight]

Party, mostly. She was kind of a ditz. [ Yes, good, now you're learning. ]

[hellofist]

[She does the best she can with what she's got.]

Ditz?

[ichoosefight]

All she cared about was boys and pretty dresses.

[hellofist]

.... Gross.

[There's so much better things in the world than boys and dresses. It's times like this Cass is glad Stephanie isn't actually that kind of girl.]

[ichoosefight]

I don't know if I'd call it gross. [ It's just a different way of living. One that Steph wants nothing to do with. ]

But yeah, I know what you mean.