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hellofist[Today, Cass is dressed like a normal person. She's sitting in the cafeteria with a mug of tea, perched in a chair with her knees drawn up to her chest and her oversized sweater pulled over them so she's just a blob of blue fabric with arms. Even the hood is up. With her chin on her knees and her eyes on the tea, she speaks to the comm quietly.]
Had all the words. Could make them, if I wanted. Could write. Talked normal. Was normal.
Couldn't see bodies talking. Didn't need. [Her fist comes up to rub at her temple.] Makes headaches, now.
Does that... happen a lot? Was confusing. Was not fun.
Had all the words. Could make them, if I wanted. Could write. Talked normal. Was normal.
Couldn't see bodies talking. Didn't need. [Her fist comes up to rub at her temple.] Makes headaches, now.
Does that... happen a lot? Was confusing. Was not fun.
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26/9/12 05:46 (UTC)This one wasn't too bad. I've had worse. Sometimes it takes a while to shake the false memories, though.
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26/9/12 06:13 (UTC)[She's still not used to secrets and what you're not really supposed to ask, so the next bit comes out like it's entirely okay to ask.]
What was worst?
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26/9/12 06:47 (UTC)[Ariadne smiles faintly, because what is tact? She's not always good at it, either. Anyway, she doesn't mind talking about it.]
Most of the personality changes I've undergone made me kind of a mean person, but the worst were probably a couple of ports. One, I got tossed overboard and it turned me into a bad person who was planning to kill a lot of people. I was stopped before I could manage it, but it was really disturbing to me.
Another port, a bunch of us got captured by aliens who made us slaves. I got killed trying to escape.
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27/9/12 01:02 (UTC)Glad you didn't. Kill.
[Because no one should have to experience how unfun that guilt is.]
Stings, getting killed. Okay now?
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27/9/12 01:10 (UTC)Yeah. It hurt at the time, but it doesn't last too long around here. Doesn't even leave you with scars. [Not physical, anyway.]
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27/9/12 01:45 (UTC)How? Getting hurt... always leaves marks.
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27/9/12 02:41 (UTC)[So you can make deals to fix terrible things that happen and getting hurt doesn't leave scars. At least there are good things to balance out the bad.]
Oh, Cass. [She points to herself, then waves.] Hi.
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27/9/12 22:13 (UTC)Hi, Cass. I'm Ariadne. It's nice to meet you.
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30/9/12 20:14 (UTC)It's not all terrible. Some of the people are really great, when you get to know them.