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[Cass inhabiting the CTS isn't a new Barge occurrence, but it's not typical for her to go in looking upset and come out still... really looking upset. But here she is, sitting on the floor outside the CTS to catch her breath and wait for her legs to start working again because it's been a few hours now of nothing but punching and kicking and pushing herself so she wouldn't feel anything, but it's not really doing the job this time around.
So yeah, she's kind of brooding outside the CTS like any good Bat does after an upsetting day.]
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[She goes back into the CTS after her break, but it's still not enough. In the end she's just on her knees punching the floor until her hands are bleeding and that helps, finally. Only took her hours to get there. Finally she leaves the CTS and makes her way back home to wait for Merlin. He can fix her, her hands and her heart.
It's a bit surprising, though, that she runs into him in the hallway, him approaching the door from the other direction. Even after everything, she's able to smile when she sees him.]
Was just... gonna find you. Hi.
[Cass inhabiting the CTS isn't a new Barge occurrence, but it's not typical for her to go in looking upset and come out still... really looking upset. But here she is, sitting on the floor outside the CTS to catch her breath and wait for her legs to start working again because it's been a few hours now of nothing but punching and kicking and pushing herself so she wouldn't feel anything, but it's not really doing the job this time around.
So yeah, she's kind of brooding outside the CTS like any good Bat does after an upsetting day.]
[Private text to Dean]
Out.
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[She goes back into the CTS after her break, but it's still not enough. In the end she's just on her knees punching the floor until her hands are bleeding and that helps, finally. Only took her hours to get there. Finally she leaves the CTS and makes her way back home to wait for Merlin. He can fix her, her hands and her heart.
It's a bit surprising, though, that she runs into him in the hallway, him approaching the door from the other direction. Even after everything, she's able to smile when she sees him.]
Was just... gonna find you. Hi.
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4/6/13 02:56 (UTC)[Aya had been on her way to a completely unrelated location the moment she passed by the CTS and saw Cassandra. Until then, she had found little reason to maintain constant communication with the young girl. Their last discussion had carried a strong tone of sadness. Emotion. It was...illogical to continue subjecting herself to such frivolities.]
[But there was something equally off about this scene. The physical state of her suggested Cassandra had recently emerged from training. Past experience had led Aya to believe this usual resulted in a more pleasant expression. Therefore, her mind immediately began processing all the possible conclusions.]
...is the CTS in need of repairs?
[Not that it was of immediate consequence to her; she had no need for the training, even if her higher functions would be returned to her. But for future reference, and an update in the ongoings of the Barge, she thought it rational to ask.]
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4/6/13 03:45 (UTC)It's not until she stares at Aya for a few moments that she's able to pick up on what's going on here.]
No, it's fine. Just... didn't help, today.
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4/6/13 03:50 (UTC)Your regime is extensive.
Perhaps you simply need to amplify it further if you continue to expect noticeable results each time.
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4/6/13 04:36 (UTC)Will go back, in a minute. Figured... breaks are good. Let others... have their chance.
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4/6/13 21:08 (UTC)A foolishly sentimental notion.
By allowing others the opportunity to take from you, you risk the loss of further self improvement.
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4/6/13 22:19 (UTC)[She didn't get it all out yet though, there's still so much anger and sadness, but she needed to stop for a little bit. She has to pace herself, she intends to be at this for another couple of hours at least.]
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4/6/13 22:22 (UTC)Release from what?
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4/6/13 23:07 (UTC)Feeling.
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5/6/13 01:19 (UTC)[She would almost feel proud, except vindication seems more appropriate, considering.]
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6/6/13 01:30 (UTC)Yes. Attempt is... key word, there.
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6/6/13 01:40 (UTC)Unsurprising. Organic Beings have always been flawed in that sense. It is impossible for them to simply turn off such functions, no matter how much it hinders them. No matter how much pain the resulting emotions cause.
[Experience? No, of course not.]
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6/6/13 19:38 (UTC)It's just a hard thing to remember when all you want to do is break someone's skull with your fist. But she won't. She can't, she's Batgirl.]
Would probably be easier... if we were all not organic. But, we're squishy, with feelings. Sucks.
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6/6/13 23:55 (UTC)[You're going to get nothing but agreements here, Cass.]
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8/6/13 19:15 (UTC)She's still so curious about this change in Aya, though.]
What happened, back home? What changed you?
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11/6/13 03:01 (UTC)[That's the short version, at least.]
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13/6/13 23:54 (UTC)To regain such distractions from my primary functions would not be logical. I prefer to remain as I am for this reason.