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[Cass inhabiting the CTS isn't a new Barge occurrence, but it's not typical for her to go in looking upset and come out still... really looking upset. But here she is, sitting on the floor outside the CTS to catch her breath and wait for her legs to start working again because it's been a few hours now of nothing but punching and kicking and pushing herself so she wouldn't feel anything, but it's not really doing the job this time around.
So yeah, she's kind of brooding outside the CTS like any good Bat does after an upsetting day.]
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[She goes back into the CTS after her break, but it's still not enough. In the end she's just on her knees punching the floor until her hands are bleeding and that helps, finally. Only took her hours to get there. Finally she leaves the CTS and makes her way back home to wait for Merlin. He can fix her, her hands and her heart.
It's a bit surprising, though, that she runs into him in the hallway, him approaching the door from the other direction. Even after everything, she's able to smile when she sees him.]
Was just... gonna find you. Hi.
[Cass inhabiting the CTS isn't a new Barge occurrence, but it's not typical for her to go in looking upset and come out still... really looking upset. But here she is, sitting on the floor outside the CTS to catch her breath and wait for her legs to start working again because it's been a few hours now of nothing but punching and kicking and pushing herself so she wouldn't feel anything, but it's not really doing the job this time around.
So yeah, she's kind of brooding outside the CTS like any good Bat does after an upsetting day.]
[Private text to Dean]
Out.
[Spam for Merlin]
[She goes back into the CTS after her break, but it's still not enough. In the end she's just on her knees punching the floor until her hands are bleeding and that helps, finally. Only took her hours to get there. Finally she leaves the CTS and makes her way back home to wait for Merlin. He can fix her, her hands and her heart.
It's a bit surprising, though, that she runs into him in the hallway, him approaching the door from the other direction. Even after everything, she's able to smile when she sees him.]
Was just... gonna find you. Hi.
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4/6/13 22:43 (UTC)She can't dwell on that though, it will only serve to break her down more and she doesn't want to be broken. Slowly the trembling subsides and she leans back a little, wiping her eyes with the back of her hand.]
I love you.
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5/6/13 00:51 (UTC)[He knows he doesn't have to say it, but he likes to. There have been too many people now who...well, he didn't get the chance.
He kisses her forehead and lets go of her so he can reach up, gently wiping the wetness off her cheeks with his thumbs.]
Can I make you some tea?
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5/6/13 07:35 (UTC)She nods, holding his hand against her cheek to soak this in a little bit more before she has to let him put distance between them. He'll need both hands to make the tea, after all.]
Would love tea.
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6/6/13 18:42 (UTC)...I just finished my shift at the Infirmary, so, I've got nothing to do for the rest of today.
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6/6/13 19:07 (UTC)Good. Need to, um... tell you something. [She realizes after she says it that that sounds a little menacing, so she hurries to add-] Nothing bad. It's about... my deal.
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6/6/13 19:10 (UTC)[Maybe it's not bad, but Merlin doesn't know if it's anything good either if she's curling herself up like that. He leaves the tea to brew and goes to sit down next to her on the bench.]
What is it, Cass?
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6/6/13 19:15 (UTC)When you told me... Arthur comes back, you'd be there? Started thinking... about Guinevere. Even before she came, saw... he needs her. Just like he needs you.
So... changed my deal. When he comes back... Gwen will too.
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6/6/13 20:31 (UTC)You've...
Cass, are you sure?
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6/6/13 20:39 (UTC)Yes. Was obvious choice. Loki will... take awhile, but it's okay. Dealing with him... is very worth this.
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6/6/13 20:43 (UTC)[Really, Merlin, there's a pot/kettle issue here.]
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6/6/13 20:51 (UTC)When you're used to... having nothing, wanting things isn't first thought.
Besides, have everything I need, here.
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8/6/13 20:39 (UTC)Have you told Arthur about this?
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8/6/13 20:57 (UTC)No, not yet. Think I should?
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8/6/13 22:47 (UTC)[She has no idea how that would happen, but it seems better than just springing it on him. With Merlin, it seemed fair he knew what was in store, what he'd have to work with when that time came. Might be a little awkward to have Guinevere suddenly pop back to life with no warning.]
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9/6/13 00:02 (UTC)[He's got his doubts own regarding what conversation could take place between them into which this revelation would fit, but...well, maybe that's for the best as well. He kisses the side of Cassandra's head briefly before getting up to pour their tea.]
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9/6/13 00:48 (UTC)Should I not tell? Keep it private?
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9/6/13 01:18 (UTC)How are things, with you and him?
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9/6/13 01:26 (UTC)[He brings their cups back to the table and sits down.]
We're fine.
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9/6/13 02:20 (UTC)Good.
[She's just going to gloss right over port talk, thank you.]
Maybe there will be flood... of naps. No pain, no anger, no sadness. Just napping.
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9/6/13 17:34 (UTC)I could probably make that happen but I don't think anyone'd thank me for tampering with the food.
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13/6/13 05:15 (UTC)Probably not. Would have to protect you, from them. Punching friends? Usually frowned on.